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Silence, Emptiness, And Confusion
by Bek
Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl
It feeds on loneliness and creates a void
Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture
A teenager is stricken and destroyed
There is no sound of laughter or happiness here
The little one has thrown in the towel today
Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul
It is futile to hope and dream and pray
Emptiness builds a home in this woman
In this girl, this child where hollows have bred
A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes
And eats away at every connecting thread
Confusion feeds like a savage inside her,
Leaving nothing considered worthy remains
Destined to walk through life less ordinary
Alone, exiled, different and disdained.
这是一个傻瓜的悲哀...
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mixture again
1:36 PM
[给xx]Mr xx,我以后不会再这么做了,我可以给你我的诺言了,就相信傻瓜,我吧。。。别生气啦,哇哈。。。别担心我,我会勇敢地,去过每一天。。。猴子说过会改变自己的,安,安。。。我今后的日子会变得好空虚哦,哎。。。[给悦]哎...我的好姐妹,怎么啦??看到你说你想跟我一起离家出走的信息,还真是被你吓着了。。。你到底怎么了??我很担心你这个姐妹啦。。。真是的。。。哎。。。我词穷了,我不知道该说什么才好,不好意思。。。我只是想告诉你,有困难的时候不要一个人扛,别忘了有我。。。[给老妈]我被你气到没话说。////////////////////////////////////go back to schl tis morning,feel so lazy wanna get up...after working,i was so tired with my leg dunno wat happened,vy painful...i smelled so bad,ugh...i was sweating at all the time...haizzz...dunno wat happened to me,really...i was so hapi and glad to see u in the 1st day of the new year,wahahaha...thx lots,xoxo...i was so scared...u noe????
...这是一个傻瓜的悲哀...
[无题]
1:41 PM
我什么都不会我就会搞忧郁搞自闭搞悲哀好恨酱的自己迟早... ...我想守护的会转眼即逝Iknow nothingIonly know how tobe melancholybe autisticbe sadI hate myselfsooner or latermy precious will be gone
...这是一个傻瓜的悲哀...
review 2009...
1:12 PM
2009...hahaha,unable to describe it...there were happiness and sadness,both are equal...somehow feel like it's a wonderful year i ever hadfor my happiness partsomehow feel like it's a worst year i ever hadfor my sadness partlet's talk abt happiness 1stwell,in this year i experience many things,feel like i grew up some,become more mature ady.'kay,being honest,i was truly glad i penetrate some bad friends,wahaha...vy proud of it.also,i made many new friends,i hate loneliness yet i enjoy loneliness,vy contrast huh??wahaha...hmm...sadness???!yap,i cry lots in this year,my tears vy cheap d lah,always can't hold my tears,how damn stupid sha gua i'm.i'm full with scars...never thought of being like this,but it happened eventually.regret??no use ady lah...living in memories is painful.living in present...thx for all of you made me smile and glad i was alive,thx lots...sorry for all of you who i made you mad at me,made you feel sad...i am really sorry...2010...what's gonna happen??there's 1 wish in my heart...i hope nothing 's gonna change...[except for bad things,change into good things,pls!!!!]Happy 2010 friends
...这是一个傻瓜的悲哀...
离家出走
7:12 PM
悦,乌龟,我没心情写博,这是我edit过的照片,就酱咯。。。paiseh o。。。不用担心我,哇哈。。。   对不起,我错了。。。
...这是一个傻瓜的悲哀...
you're the one who leaves me[breathless]
3:16 PM
Uptown, another endless night Hearts break in early morning light Yeah I take my time Downtown, a lonesome boy at home Don't know what's really going on Yeah I take my time But underneath it all I know it feels so right I feel I'm going crazy but I wont cry tonight Don't turn away I need to say You are the one who leaves me breathless Don't run away I wanna stay As long as I can be with you Now I know I never meant to break a promise I never meant to say goodbye Don't turn away I wanna stay As long as I can be with you If I could start it all again I know your more than just a friend Yeah I'd turn back time But underneath it all I know it feels so right I feel I'm going crazy but I wont cry tonight Don't turn away I need to say You are the one who leaves me breathless Don't run away I wanna stay As long as I can be with you Now I know I never meant to break a promise I never meant to say goodbye Don't turn away I wanna stay As long as I can be with you Come take my hand, let's break away Don't stop, don't be afraid Cause I know we'll be forever Don't turn away I need to say You are the one who leaves me breathless Don't run away I wanna stay As long as I can be with you Now I know I never meant to break a promise I never meant to say goodbye Don't turn away I wanna stay As long as I can be with you Don't turn away I need to say You're the one who leaves me breathless Don't run away I wanna stay You're the one who leaves me breathless
...这是一个傻瓜的悲哀...
HapI
9:27 PM
well, i juz noe tat i'm hapi from the moment i open my eyes in this morning,it's x'mas~!!wahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha....merry x'mas evy1thx 4 d monkey...love you o,waha  hugs n muacksssss
...这是一个傻瓜的悲哀...
骗人
3:20 PM
[时间,会冲淡一切]是骗人的。。。很爱很爱她,无论过了多久,始终无法放开她,她是最好最棒的,实在是让我为难要把她的倩影从我脑海里挪开,不可能的事。时间过了好久,还是不能忘掉她。曾经,被狠狠地伤过,那一句话,那时的情形,已经成了心中的烙印。我是个难放下的傻瓜,我不知道该怎么放下,这叫[记仇]吧??阿拉。。。不是[仇]啦。。。爱她都来不及了,怎么会恨她??哇哈。。。而且我没有理由恨她。越来越爱她了哟,哇哈哈哈。[恨]一个人很累人,虽然自已嘴巴上是这么说,可自已最不会实践自已的理论了。自欺欺人。时间根本没有冲淡我对她的恨意。你可以说我固执,你可以说我幼稚,你可以说我是坏人,你要怎么说我都无所谓,虽然我在意别人的目光,我就活在你们的目光下。没有人主使她这样来对我,反而是我自已自找的,我活该。算了,也不是一两天的事了。习惯就好喏。可无论你怎么说,我还是恨她。可能现在会见面,所以难忘掉伤我那么深的人。以后吧,我一定会把令我伤心的那张脸从我脑海里delete。
...这是一个傻瓜的悲哀...
LoL(s)
1:08 PM
Happy Dumpling Festival!! Grow one year older liao o!! [haizzz...] So the most interesting part i enjoyed instead of eating is making dumpling lah,waha~den i made a special one for myself,wahahaha...star shape d!!

hehe...happy dumpling festival evy1 过冬 就像一只脱落了皮的蛇等待换新的皮, 所以人也应该一样把不开心不顺心的外壳脱下,换上新的衣裳,代表充满希望的未来!! ugh... damn slipper... made me fell down from stairs!! oh my god... so pain... i have a bone crack no lah,joking only... wuwuwu...pain pain lah... lol
...这是一个傻瓜的悲哀...
s.o.s
2:37 PM
...这是一个傻瓜的悲哀...
a mixture
12:09 PM
[a mixture]found many memories when arranging thingsphotos the most and little giftsfilled with many happinesstime pass vy fastgetting gradually olderi'm no longer a little girli saw u all in the photosrecalled many memoriesbeautiful memoriessad memoriessighnow we are seperatedyou are therei'm somewhere elsejust have a simple wishhopefully you will remember meand always keep in touchtake carewherever you arewhatever you facewhenever you feel lonelyyou got memy friendlet say if earth is a sphere0` = 360`the begining = the endwe will meet again eventuallyhuman will meet each other againafter two thousand five hundred million years laterjust like stars have their own positioni cherish youfriendship forevermemoriesyet it be sweet or sadthey will always cheer us upi wish i have a good memorywaha~看到自己的无能觉得好自卑进退都被人限制什么都不能做什么都得照爸妈的意思哎。。。我还太年轻那份恐惧渐渐霸占了我的心不是莫名而来的是真的很畏惧我珍爱如宝的东西唯一不想失去的宝贝我不要失去我一定要守护好不想失去不可以失去阿拉。。。可凭现在的我怎么能做到呢??好怕。。。iYyou
...这是一个傻瓜的悲哀...
我爱他
2:21 PM
丁噹 - 我愛他作詞:黃婷 作曲:陳威全他的輕狂留在 某一節車廂地下鐵裡的風 比回憶還重整座城市一直等著我有一段感情還在漂泊對他唯一遺憾 是分手那天我奔騰的眼淚 都停不下來若那一刻重來 我不哭讓他知道我可以很好*我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂我的夢 狠狠碎過卻不會忘曾為他 相信明天就是未來情節有多壞 都不肯醒來我愛他 跌跌撞撞到絕望我的心 深深傷過卻不會忘我和他 不再屬於這個地方最初的天堂 最終的荒唐*如果還有遺憾 又怎麼樣呢傷了痛了懂了 就能好了嗎曾經依靠彼此的肩膀如今各自在人海流浪我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂我的夢 狠狠碎過卻不會忘逃不開 愛越深越互相傷害越深的依賴 越多的空白該怎麼去愛repeat * - *如果還有遺憾 是分手那天我奔騰的眼淚 都停不下來若那一刻重來 我不哭讓他知道我可以很好
...这是一个傻瓜的悲哀...
不爽的[猴子]
12:14 PM
[猴子又不爽了!!]我觉得一开始就骂粗话太损我形象了,所以决定把刺激的留在最后吧。
[深呼吸中]
啊~~~好生气哦!!!!
生气生气!!!!
1st:
报纸写的东,其实是读者来函啦,哇唠。。。看到实在是有够不爽。。。阿拉,
算了,反正我不在乎别人怎么看啦,我要做我自己!!
2nd:
哎。。。老问题呀。。。
[我在蹬脚。。。]
阿拉。。。我要哭了啦。。。
很讨厌捏!!!!
为什么??????
为什么你每次都。。。阿拉。。。还可以怪谁??追究起来全部是我的错啦!!
酱你满意了吗??嗯??哎。。。
你知道吗??
因为你
我觉得自己很失败
我觉得自己很没信用
我觉得自己每次都让人失望
就因为你!!!!
什么都没了。。。
被你破坏了。。。
你到底知道不知道???
你可以不可以以我的角度来想???
了解我一点,就一点。
可以吗??
不要整天都对我说不可以。
不要整天都骂我。
不要整天都看我坏的一面。
如果你可以的话就好了。
你毁了一切,高兴了吗???
很想刮我一个耳光对吧???
来吧。
刮醒我以后不要对你抱着希望了。
wth
...这是一个傻瓜的悲哀...
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PROFILE
Halo there.This's i'm[傻瓜].Yap, Adeline Son Cin Ee here lah.Waha~I'm 14-years-old now,an emotional age[or can be just only me].I love lots of things[*refer down here*].I am always emotional,always can't hold my tears. When i feel down,wall is one of the victim as i box it to vet my sadness!!Every night before i sleep,i stare at the stars and i believe make wishes at the stars will come true!![yap,it really does].So wish you have a nice day!!
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i'm[傻瓜]
i'm [傻瓜]___i love xx!!
my desire(s)
? Juz wanna b v u,forever
? PMR 8A
? travel!!
*Taiwan*
*Greece*
*Hokkaido*
*Rome*
[+ earn more $$ come lst]
? Handphone!!Sony Ericsson W908c/T715
? get distinction in music exam
? a forever friendship
? go America for study
? leave here for good??
? no more sadness in my life
? wanna b hapi always
? diet!!!!get rid of fats
a vampire lover
i'm a vampire lover!!
fascinated by their charm & beauty
fave TWILIGHT!!
Edward and Bella forever loves...
click here to go to the twilight saga...
the twilight saga
feat Nike!!
Q + Cool= Nike
[帅帅耐吉!!]
Click here 2 go 2 Nike's blog
nike
Click here 2 go 2 Nike's wretch
耐吉无名
favourities
fave colour:[purple]
fave drinks:[ice blended mocha]
fave food:[sushi&mushroom]
fave passtime:[zzz+day-dreaming]
fave vampire:[Edward Cullen from twilight]
fave male singer:[Jay Chou]
fave female singer:[Rihanna+梁文音]
Rihanna
梁文音
fave group singer:[BY2]
fave country singer:[Taylor Swiff]
hates
___betrayer___
a naive girl
always believes life's a bed of roses
until now
she just realize
it was merely a dream
this world 's actually not as
as simple as her thought
reality kills!!!
___gossip___
you are such a big mouth
make me to loathe
you never feel tired
'cause gossip's your hobby
great
i respect you
everyone has their own
freedom to speak
___mocks___
a low class people
mocks
to pretend themselves
to show themselves
are more able them you
yet you are not yet
gonna lose
___ignorance___
don't pretend that
you know everything
actually you know
nothing
my face as my emotion mirror
i'm emotional
easily feel happy
easily get sad
easily feel down
easily wanna cry
i apologize for it
yet
this's me!!!
最幸福的事
在我的记忆里
深深的那端
惦记着那一天
想得起那时
那天和你傻笑着
认识
是
最幸福的事
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